in an attempt to be more “mature” in my approach to dating, i have recently joined an online dating site. the idea is that i will find men tot date that are more willing to be in a committed, forward moving relationship.  i know, its disgusting.  i felt morally bankrupt as i did it… it reminded me of when i felt guilty going to a tanning salon because i have mental association between tanning beds and strip clubs.  it feels really sad to me to have these people sending me emails sort of begging for a date, and my assessment is “eh, he eats too healthy for me….”

like, this one guy has listed in his profile that he is a black belt in karate…i don’t care. is he telling me because he’s gonna kick my ass? is he telling me because he wants someone that cares? if so, i best steer clear.

this online dating is clearly going to only result on more letterstomyexes.

xo